Better than me

seems my heart has been the biggest letdown

Selfish keeping you here with me

I swear I'll pick you up when you hit the ground

even though I'm young forgive me

And my son I'll be the one you run to

shape you into the man you'll be

cause i was lost till there was you

and I know you deserve better then me

I sit and wish i could give you so much more

more than words and comfort when you cry

and I'm flawed and sick but you're still pure

you're the one thing i did right

And my son I'll be the one you run to

shape you into the man you'll be

and i was lost till there was you

and i know you deserve better than me

someday, we'll see

you'll get further than me

maybe in time

you'll forgive me

forgive me

And my son I'll be the one you run to

shape you into the man you'll be

and i was lost till there was you

and i know you deserve better than me

And my son please forgive me

for all of my flaws and my mistakes

be a man and catch your dreams

and i know you deserve more than just me

©Katie Hire

Glowing

The city's on fire

too bad that I'm such a liar

Guillty conscious, tossing and turning

no safety in dreamland only shattered memories

so haunting, disturbing my bed

The truth is provoking

Every kiss you leave me gasping and choking

there's nothing you haven't said

All the voices itching in my head

Don't say you love me

I'll break you, I'll bend you, leave you with nothing

[Are you feeling doubt now?

is it seeping through

not a plaything just nothing

Are you seeing me now? The girl that's still broken?]

Accusations stream from your lips

they break me

this infection, your poison

dreaming anything as I stay so lonely

ripped to shreds, breathing slowly

Throw me down and beat me

The purple is glowing

[Are you feeling doubt now?

is it seeping through

not a plaything just nothing

Are you seeing me now? The girl that's still broken?]

[Are you feeling doubt now?

is it seeping through

not a plaything just nothing

Are you seeing me now? The girl that's still broken?]

nothing you haven't said

your voice echoing in my head

[Are you feeling doubt now?

is it seeping through

not a plaything just nothing

Are you seeing me now? The girl that's still broken?]

[Are you feeling doubt now?

is it seeping through

not a plaything just nothing

Are you seeing me now? The girl that's still broken?]

©Katie Hire

You don't see me..

This side of you has gotten old

you somehow left my body cold

I waited so long

It's Thursday and I'm all alone

I should've known you don't want me

so blind, you don't see me

(Get the fuck up I don't need you

Jaded so unloved

And all this shit you pull

you broke me down

So here I lay, I don't feel you)

Your eyes so clear and blue

make me weak make me your fool

sun bursts in your kiss

lies stream from your lips

I need to know before you leave

Explain why you don't see me

(Get the fuck up I don't need you

Jaded so unloved

And all this shit you pull

you broke me down

So here I wait, I don't miss you)

And I'm just fine without you

say you'll call when it's through

Darling I'm fine

No I won't cry

You should know, this is me

now when you go pretend you dont see me

(Get the fuck up I don't need you

Jaded so unloved

And all this shit you pull

you broke me down

So here I stay, I don't feel you)

Get the fuck up I don't need you

And all this shit you pull

Feeling all this pain brought on by you

I dont want you

©Katie Hire

Coming Down

After all you
put me through
there's no way I can save you
these purple pills
got nothing on me
but you'll never see
and your high is coming down

oh the way your words bruise
stinging and infecting old wounds
you kiss the bottle and push me away
stop my heart till its cold and gray
you're not the man I once knew
no I dont love you

After all you 

put me through

there's no way I can save you

these purple pills

got nothing on me

but you'll never see

and your high is coming down

alcohol breath when we talk

blow our money on a lump of rock

I know better I should leave

I cant break your hold on me

I feel you creeping into bed

and hear the demons screaming in your head

After all you 

put me through

there's no way I can save you

these purple pills

got nothing on me

but you'll never see

and your high is coming down

Why do you do what you do to me

that empty bottle more enticing than me

I cant save you from yourself

sorry honey I have to get out

After all you 

put me through

there's no way I can save you

these purple pills

got nothing on me

but you'll never see

and your high is coming down

©Katie Hire

Whiskey Bottle

6 months and I'm fine on my own
I've pieced what they broken..in me
I see you're scared and crying inside
And your pain makes you insecure
So I let you use me, to use you
what's left in the after glow

take the bottle as I lay beside you
and trick me with a fatal kiss
morals so weak as i feel your weight on me
empty the bottle as you pull me close
I left the bottle on your desk

I can smell you on my skin
and I'm sure you'll brag how I moaned
and how i give the most amazing...
and now its playing in my head
so scared I just wanted to run
refuse sleep so I wont want you
so will you

take the bottle as I lay beside you

and trick me with a fatal kiss

morals so weak as i feel your weight on me

empty the bottle as you pull me close

I left the bottle on your desk

take the bottle as I lay beside you

and trick me with a fatal kiss

morals so weak as i feel your weight on me

empty the bottle as you pull me close

I left the bottle on your desk

so my dear friend

the mystery's gone

and I wonder 

what took you so long

take the bottle as I lay beside you

and trick me with a fatal kiss

morals so weak as i feel your weight on me

empty the bottle as you pull me close

I left the bottle on your desk

©Katie Hire

For You

I know they hurt you
cracking your heart in the cement
beat your faith to black and blue
and you being warry of me
no trust and I bleed
for you

[And I'm not like them
not cheap and ambivalent
Don't mistrust and blame
I wont hurt you in that way]

You don't like my situation
you have every right not to
I cant promise a future or expectations
just take a chance on me
please trust and I'll breathe
for you

[And I'm not like them

not cheap and ambivalent

Don't mistrust and blame

I wont hurt you in that way]

Now you say you're jaded

your faded illusions 

left you nothing

come on king

will you lay still with me

[And I'm not like them

not cheap and ambivalent

Don't mistrust and blame

I wont hurt you in that way]

can i convince you

not to beat me black and blue

and turn away

if I dont hurt you that way

©Katie Hire

Heat Seeker

Alone in your room
wondering what more I can do
to show I know you're curious
wiping my mouth
your moans in my head
you say you're only good for
rolling in the bed

Hey heat seeker
are you curious like me
Hey girl eater
I think there's more outside the sheets
So now its cock to mouth
Could've been more if you wanna find out

You find it strange
I dont fall for your boyish games
Do you feel the tension
words trapped in my throat
I know there's someone more
your soul can't be dead

Hey heat seeker

are you curious like me

Hey girl eater

I think there's more outside the sheets

So now its cock to mouth

Could've been more if you wanna find out

She must of broke your bones

she left you so hollow

sit and tell me you dont wanna be alone

be a man and I'll grant you my after glow

Hey heat seeker

are you curious like me?

Hey heat seeker

are you curious like me

Hey girl eater

I think there's more outside the sheets

So now its cock to mouth

Could've been more if you wanna find out

Hey there player

say you dont wanna be alone

Hey girl teaser

doubt you can handle me

So now I spit you out

and you deny you dont wanna find out

hey heat seeker

hey girl eater

hey heat seeker

hey girl teaser

©Katie Hire